🌤 — kinda want to remake or just leave this...

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

kinda want to remake or just leave this godforsaken website because i have half of my dashboard blacklisted, i dont talk to anyone on this site anymore, im not myself here because i can’t be myself when im around other people, even people i like, and im sick of it and i can’t just hop on the next bus outta town, which i’d never given much thought until this afternoon as a perfectly neutral thought, a way to deal with this incongruence between who i actually am in my heart of hearts and how i want to play myself to an audience and what actually comes out because it turns out im not that great an actor and ive got loose lips, this ship is sinking, i am mean and flat and i received two of those “why i hate the world today” notebooks and i hate those, they are so negative and if you really wanted to, you could fill a blank notebook with your pet peeves, and it is so jarring to realize that people i consider close to me think i hate this world when the truth is no, i just dont like this person that i am, i would truly like to forgive everything and cut ties with everyone but you never do get a fresh start, huh, but i’d like everyone to know that i’m sorry when i come off so callous, people who can love fiercely and speak with their heart are so brave, its more difficult than i ever imagined.

on the other hand, i’d miss the audience.

roeramble just when you think you start to enjoy your own company huh

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